Tuesday, November 10, 2015

The glass merge

St Louis

1937
Dear diary,


My name is Tom. They call me a loser, a loser who  lost his escape. Still stuck in life lead by my present pain. Whenever I see this world I cry.I see millions dying as they wish to live yet am living as I wish to die. I feel the present remember the past yet I have no thinking to say about the future. Am in a prison of thought for a crime I didn't do. I wonder why nature punishes me for choices that others made. The choices were made by my father and mother when they first meet. If they never meet I would not exist in this mirror of delusion.
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Life, family and work come together to make me a prisoner who knows nothing about his destination. Sometimes I wish it was a dream, or a delusion, I can't believe that am in  this situation. I am like a cow who provides milk to the children of others without giving anything for its calf's. They want my masculinity but only when it is to their privilege .That`s why they push me and expect me to not act based on my emotions. Now they have seen me being silent for a long time that they begun assuming I have no emotions.

My family loves me that is why they showed me darkness before I even learnt how to see. Mother breaks my heart by remembering me of her gentlemen callers and all the good things she had. She makes me cry while putting my legs in Laura`s shoe, as I think of the pains Laura has. If it were not for laura I would be resting on my grave and not seeing the good or bad.  I will live only to serve her and make her life better. As for me death is not bitter , in fact I wish I  died young.   

Tuesday, November 3, 2015

Shattered glass movie review

In the movie shattered glass Hayden Christensen acts the as a  scandalous young journalist called Stephen Glass. Hayden does a good job of portraying Stephen glass by wearing a powder blue shirt, thick glasses, and has a haircut. These makes our character appear as stereotypical  diligent economics major in a university. The movie takes place in 1998, and Glass, at the age of  twenty five , is one of  the youngest investigative writer-editor at The New Republic. Padding through the corridors of the prestigious Washington weekly in his khaki socks, Glass is a an upcoming figure, but he takes care to present himself as the office  good, kind, showing a nervous quick smile as he express admiration to his coworkers (”that makes almost everyone defend him!”), mixing loveliness and self-deprecation with an outspoken sense of trust and friendliness that makes you want to pet him. When he thinks he’s made a slight mistake, he eagerly asks, ”Are you mad at me?” He tries his best to be a favor that would make him get away with it.
The movie is majorly focussed on Stephen and his violation of the code of ethics.  The characters act well and show his story from the perspective of his co workers. The movie shows the emotional attachment his coworkers had on one side and strict editor who made sure that everything was going well on the other side. Making the the movie show the story from many dimensions is one of the great thing the characters have managed to project.
The movie is less about Stephen's experience as a journalist and more about what the youth should know about being a journalist. This theme is developed by making Hayden focus on talking to the students and tell them about the past ugly things that he did. The movie teaches whose audience indirectly by showing them how bad scamming and making up stories can bring a consequence even your friends might fail to solve.
The movie shows the story from a flashback. It doesn't  show Stephen regretting of what he did but instead it shows him trying to insist that he did not do anything. This could be because the movie wants to have as little effort as possible in portraying Stephen`s character as an individual and strong emphasis on his work ethics as a journalist. Lacking this makes the movie have little emphasis on making bad journalists know that their actions and acts can change. Having an extreme concentration on his work as a journalist makes the average viewer not see themselves when they're watching the movie.
The movie focuses on his outsider strength rather his inner weakness that was buried using his smile during the beginning .  The movie exposes his weakness as he begins crying and refusing to get out of the office The movie makes Stephen the center of  attention and everyone surrounds him since he is a character with a sense of humor.

In conclusion the movie is generally recommendable for people who have an interest in media and ethics since it tells the audience  real story of unethical journalist who lived in Washington, D.C.  Journalist Stephen Glass (Christensen), rose  high as a young writer during his mid 20`s , making him a staff writer at "The New Republic" from 1995 to 1998. During his time with ¨The New  Republic¨ 27 out  of his 41 published stories were either partially or completely made up. Looking for an easy way to get fame, Glass made up sources, quotes and even entire stories, but his deception did not stay hidden  forever. Eventually his world began shaking as he was exposed by the fiction story he wrote about a hacker. The movie clearly shows each and every thing not only his perspective but that of others too. The audience is not only taught what Steven thinks about himself but also how everyone around him thinks about him based on the reputation he had.
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Friday, August 7, 2015

the uncertain future of atheism

The debate is every where now atheism is becoming global for sure what is unknown is the future that diversity among atheists will bring to the community. Will it bring a brighter future that is better for humanity, will this make atheism like other religions or will it make it bring a danger and risk huge division among non believers.   

The right to die with dignity


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Tuesday, March 10, 2015

Day of silence 2015

Are you ready to step up and speak for the voice less that were killed, bullied and or isolated   by haters and their hate. When you are doing the day of silence you are showing the power of silence. of course time expires and what will remain  are your acts. Step up and stand against violence and make it an end to being a bystander. Stand for the right value with dis-regardless of what others tell you be morally high.

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power of peace


Is peace something we named or something with a true meaning. Is it worth it to die and live for it. Or is something cheap that is worth nothing. Is love the short cut to peace or is it the long way to achieve it. Is peace one world or does it have many meanings. Love or hate what gives a strong meaning to someone when struggling for peace. Does peace have limits? Can peace get normalized. What is more powerful being normal or being moral. Does peace have power or is it some thing that is powerless. These were some  of the billions of questions that imagined . As we speak of these many things we are still on our journey for finding a true universal meaning for peace.

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family dynamics and the role of family in a society

MY Papa's waltz by Theodore Roethke a poem about  an addict father son relationship. The  poem shows the pains one faces due to living with an addict parent . The poet gives clue of different that might have happened. For example the poet says “  you beat time on my head” (stanza three). This quote could be exemplified to show many things  including physical abuse , failure to progress and a mix of the two. This poem shows how painful it could be to live with someone who one might not like but you can't avoid having them in his or her life.
The poem my Papa's waltz is a metaphor to illustrate the addicted parent and child relationship. The poem uses different tools to express this  including simile, personification and imaginary languages. The poem says “But I hung on like death” (stanza one) . This quote  is a smile because it compares two different things using like. This  quote could be used as an evidence to show how painful life was for the poet because the poet expressed life in there as death.The poem states “My mother's countenance Could not unfrown itself.” (stanza two). This quote personifies  the poets mothers countenance by saying that it could not unfrown itself. The poet used this quote  as tool to show that he mother was also a victim of his fathers addict life. The poet uses a lot of  imaginary language to express his thoughts. The poem says “ Then waltzed me off to bed Still clinging to your shirt.” (stanza four). This quote visualizes the their relationship and the back and forward movement they had.

Poets and writes express their meaning for life, humanity, and other things associated to human nature  using theme. Theodore used his to express his meaning of life with addict parent from the child's perspective.This poem had all the necessary devices to give the poets message. This poem is serious and could be used to awaken people on domestic violence and other addiction related  issues. Peace begins from home and so does violence.Then they go on and begin changing and affecting society in different ways. His being pushed by his parents might be part of the reason he became a poet who knows ?!!